11 October, 2006 ;
5:47 AM
what good can it be to be THE baritone saxophonist when:-you have to participate in EVERY performance or competition the band takes part in.
-you're supposed to march with your instru during balloon hat festival.
-you're deemed as a "clumsy ass" just coz' you can't totally prevent your instru from bumping into walls n' stuffs.
-other sec2s have one whole day to slack whilst you have to attend rehearsals with the sec3s?
-you can't get the chance to watch RVCB in action as long as you're stuck with this goddamn "important" role.
-you're the odd-1-out in your section.
-sectional session doesn't appeal to you any longer.
-you're forever dreading that the conductor will yell at you alone anytime during combined pracs.
-you suffer from dire band stress.
-you have only yourself to depend on.
-no one out there realizes how depressed you are?
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please. don't ever dream of playing the role of a baritone saxophonist in a pro band such as RVCB. I'm a total music noob. furthermore I'm a lefty. and according to this lefty book i've borrowed, they stated that lefties do have problems initially with playing instruments such as the flute, saxo, clarinet or trumpet. coz they're designated for our more common counterparts, the righties who're always right. =.=
Majority owns yea?
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I'm trying my best to overcome all the problems stated above now. zzz. and i'll prove to that person that I'm definitely not a gonecase. He shall watch and see.
If you pity me, then get lost now. I need and deserve none of them.
LTT
